1. First day of my life

Feel like I'm stoned, wanna be alone just for a while. Unknown.
Weeks on the road a long way from home just shut off the phone.
And you say I'll heal you, I'll always be yours.
And you say I'll kill you if I do something wrong.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time to stand here by your side.
Together regardless we'll walk through the darkness.
Still feels like the first day of my life.

Remember the times together we swore,
never give up this life, still hanging on,
still going strong here I belong.
And maybe I'm crazy but I just can't slow down.
And maybe I'm crazy but at least I'm still around.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Still feels like the first time to stand here by your side.

Together regardless we'll walk through the darkness.

Still feels like the first day of my life.

Still feels like the first day of my life.
Feels like the first time.


2. In The Shadows

No sleep. No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer.
Won't stop. Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer.
Sometimes I feel like going down, I'm so disconected.
Somehow I know that I'm haunted to be wanted.

I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrows all my life.

They say that I must learn to kill
before I can feel safe. But I,
I'd rather kill myself then turn into their slave.
Sometimes I feel I should go and
play with the thunder.
Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for the wonder.

I've been watching,
I've been waiting in the shadows for my time.
I've been searching,
I've been living for tomorrows all my life.

Lately, I've been walking,
walking in circles.
Watching, waiting for something.
Feel me, touch me, heal me.
Come take me higher.


3. Still Standing

I wish you were here tonight with me to see the northern lights.
I wish you were here tonight with me.
I wish I could have you by my side tonight when the sky is burning.
I wish I could have you by my side.

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.

Won't back down no more.
Can't you stop the lies falling from the skies
down on me, I'm still standing.
Can't you roll the dice, I might be surprised.
Conscience clear I'm still standing here.

Burns like a thousand stars, though you're light years away.
Burns like a thousand stars or more.
You're up there, you're always with me.
Smilling down on me.

It's something sacred, something so beautiful.
Something quiet to easy my mind.
When the pressure's taking me over and over.

Cause I've been down and I've been crawling.
Pushed around and always falling.
You're up there, you're always with me.
Smilling down on me.

4. In my life

Feel the heat below my feet.
I have to go no time to sleep.
Can't believe the things you say.
Turn my head and walk away.
You make me sick you make me nervous.

Times are gone and you would say.
This is the one and seize the day.
Times are gone for honesty.
"My victory is your defeat."
Oh can't you see you've been mistaken.

In my life I decide and it turns me on.
How I am, how I live, who I love.
In my way I feel strong and it turns me on.
In my life I decide, i decide.

All you do, you can't deny it.
It's waste of time, waste of life.
Can I suggest that you invest
in something more then hopelessness.
Before you know the ride is over.

It's up to you if you give it up, give it up.
It's up to you if you don't stop.

The record shows that you're dead but you still living.
Everytime you have died you have been given.
Another chance to fix your bad attitude.
And make a move, it's up to you.


5.Time to burn

Fear of the dark tears me apart.
Won't leave me alone and times keep running out.
Just one more life, I'm so sick and tired of singing the blues.
I should turn my life around.

Tell me why do I feel this way.
All my life I've been standing on the borderline.
Too many bridges burns, too many lies I've heard.
I had a life but I can't go back. I can't do that.
It will never be the same again.
And I know I don't have any time to burn.

They follow me home, disturbing my sleep.
But I'll find a place, place where they cannot find me.
Maybe I'm lost and maybe I'm scared.
But too many times I've closed the
doors behind me.

Leave it all behind. Cross the borderline.
Face the truth, don't have any time to...
Don't have any time to burn.


6. Guilty

I feel guilty. My words are empty.
No signs to give you.
I don't have the time for you.

You say I'm heartless.
And you say I don't care.
I used to be there for you.
And you've said I seem so dead,
that I have changed.
But so have you.

Guilty, guilty I feel so
Empty, empty you know how you make me feel.

I put a shield upon you.
I didn't mean to hurt you.
I would have only poisoned your mind.
Never meant to make you cry.
You've been so thoughtless.
I can see right through you.
So don't you say googbye.
'Cos you have changed but so have I.

I never though that the time and the distance
between us made you so much colder.
I'll carry the world on my shoulders.


7. Not like the other girls

No more blame. I'm destined to keep you sane.
Gotta rescue the flame.
Gotta rescue the flame in your heart.
No more blood, I will be there for you my love.
I will stand by your side.
The world has forsaken my girl.

I should have seen it would be this way.
I should have known from the start what she's up to.
When you've loved and you've lost someone.
You know what it feels like to lose.

She's fading away, away from this world.
Drifting like a feather she's not like the other girls.
She lives in the clouds and talks to the birds.
Hopeless little one.
She's not like the other girls I know.

No more shame, she has felt too much pain in her life.
In her mind she's repeating the words:
"All the love you put out will return to you."


8.The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week.
My bed has become my coffin.
Cannot breath, cannot speak.
My head's like a bomb, still waiting.
Take my heart and take my soul.
I don't need them anymore.

The one I love is striking me down on my knees.
Drowning me in my dreams.
Over and over again. Dragging me under.

Hypnotized by the night.
Silently ricing beside me.
Emptiness, nothingness
is burning a hole inside me.
Take my faith and take my pride.
I don't need them anymore.

This bed has become my chapel of stone.
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown.
So take my life, I don't need it anymore.


9. Back in the pictures

There were times in my life I was down on my knees, now it's over.
Deep inside my heart I know.
Simply put I've been stabbed in the back over since I remember.
Deep inside it hurt to let go.

I'm back in the picture, back in the picture.
I wonder what took so long, so long.

Dedicate everything I create to my friens, I would die for.
But you will always be the one.
Memories that you can't overrun, memories I could cry for.
I thought I'd always be on the run.


10. Funeral Song

I dumped you again.
I don't understand.
It's happend before.
Can't take it no more.
These foolish games
always end up in confusion.
I'll take you back.
Just to leave you once again.

I died in my dreams.
What's that supposed to mean?
Got lost in the fire.
I died in my dreams.
Reaching out for your hand
my fatal desire.

I've failed you again.
Cause I let you stay.
I used to pretend that
I felt OK.
Just one big lie.
Such a perfect illusion.
I made you mine.
Just to hurt you once again.